Lately I've been questioning if all of my mood swings are normal. I swear one day I'm feeling great then the next I want to throw my art away and go get a normal job. So much great stuff seemed to be happening and now I'm completely confused because less than nothing is happening. It is like pulling teeth just to get to my art studio these days. I totally empathize with all the women out there who want to make art their livelihood but struggle with balancing their career with their stay-at-home/family demands. In my household everyone else's needs are more important...husband has to work more...I lose art time, child has to go to doctor...I lose art time...Heck I even do it to myself...there are times when I haven't spoken to an adult for 72 hours because I've been home with my son ...and I've hung out with a friend instead of going to my art studio. I'm very very very frustrated.
I am making a public commitment...no more negotiable art time. If it is time to go to my studio that is where I will be.